The title says it all. My heart and mind have travelled to some dark places the last few months. I was afraid to post anything because I didn't want to be a stumbling block for someone else.
Surprising notes from my time in Mordor:
I was totally blindsided by grief that I thought I was over. Grief basically kicked me in the Macgullicuty and laughed about it. Not cool, Grief, not cool.
I got angry. I mean angry. I had a major throw myself on the floor tantrum. Did I mention I got angry? It was not pretty.
I once again had to just say, "Fine. Whatever." God knows what is happening and I don't. He wins and really I win even though it doesn't feel like a win.
After grudging acceptance came worship and then came peace. Again.
I feel better.
So there you go, months of silence and you get this...
Was it worth the wait ?
I remain,
Marie the Magnificent
